Thursday, September 27, 2012

Now I'm simply....Jane.

So, after a year long hiatus  I'm back....kind of. So here's a breakdown of my life and where I'm at now:

I AM NO LONGER INSANE JANE.

That girl is long gone and all that's left...is me.

School: Final Year of college(and very excited)
Age:22 (Just in case you weren't keeping track)
Hair Length & colour:(yes this is important!) Neck length and black & brown
Marital Status: Very single...and very ready to mingle.

So, final year of college. Very excited to be finished with college, and finally being able to find a decent enough job to move out of my mom's house and begin LIVING. Although I've experienced quite a bit of ups and downs from UWI, I do admit, with determination and a strongly written letter, you can possibly get ANYTHING out of them. Alas, I cannot say I will miss it. What happens after college, you ask? I don't know. What do I WANT to happen? Film school...directing amazing, unique movies that'll blow your mind...and I won't stop until I make this happen.

Being 22 years old doesn't really feel as different as being 20, or 21, really. I haven't changed much physically, other than the minor weight gain post-breakup. What can I say? for the past  *counts on fingers* 6 months cake, candy and cookies have been my best friends.

I HAVE made major changes emotionally and psychologically. I think and act different, I know, you don't have to tell me. I see it for myself. I'm less trusting of people, I'm more of a recluse now, I find myself no longer craving human contact as I used to. Although there are days when I yearn for someone to hold...anyway, no sob stories -_-

As for my hair cut that most of you have protested, I once said I would be over it like it was a dirty Vietnamese prostitute. I have now reached that stage -_- At the time, it was so...symbolic for me to cut it. Like cutting away all the negative things(my relationships both sibling and romantically...no, not incest -_-) and it meant, for me, a new start. To begin from nothing and grow again. And I have. I've grown so much. I make decisions differently, I choose things that are NECESSARY. Material things hold no meaning to me, and I must say, I'm quite happy with this new ideology I've adapted.

As for my marital status....well, let's just say, I'm ready to love again. So whoever he is, wherever he is, if he's even out there, I hope we find each other.

Here's a secret: i'm getting a job in the entertainment industry soon....and that's all i'm saying on the matter.

Alien out.

Oh, and if you're not my friend on Facebook, here's what I look like now:

Short hair was okay for a while...just grow back already >_<